 Miscarriage or loss of pg. | |
This weekend was intense for me. I finally got to sit down with dh and talk about the miscarriages we had a year ago. I have been holding on to so much hurt and I felt like I was not allowed to grieve. I didn't know I could. When I was explaining to dh the things he said hurt me and to me those were "children" in my eyes and how it mentally hurt me in ways I hadn't known.
He actually sat there and listened and let me cry and was so compassionate and told me how sorry he was and how he did not understand what it had done.
I let him know that I was alone in mourning the loss of those miscarriages, the loss of my best friend Amber and the loss of my other best friend Eric and I had alot of anger towards him for not being there. It was nice to just be allowed to cry and have him on my side.
Anyone else still go through grieving? How do you cope? Do you talk about your loss/losses?
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