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I'm scared they will judge me as one of "those girls". It's everything i wanted nothing apart of, thumbs up to the girls that have kids so young, and still are able to be a good mother. It's just not me. I feel so dirty. Showers don't help. Nothing.

I keep having to pretend i'm okay, and it doesnt affect me, so my mom won't feel horrible, but even the look in her eyes when she looks at me now...she feels sorry for me...

If i go to planned parenthood they will look down on me for having an abortion, but i cant tell them the story....i just cant...