Nikita

I used to babysit as a teenager and I did not have any affection for the children I took care of. Don't get me wrong, I kept them safe, played with them all that, but it was a routine, a job, not because I loved them.

I now have two children of my own and they are my world. I hate having to leave them. I shower them with love and hugs and kisses. I play with them because it's fun. It's very different with your own children. When you lay eyes on them for the first time, it's instantaneous and unconditional.