Mom2Many - You really struck how I feel right on the nail. I've always wondered what the other side of the story was. My mom told me very few details, but they never seemed to favor him. I just wonder if he has something different to say. Or if he even cares. And I wonder, do I look like him? Do I get any personality from him? Just in general what is he like? And my boyfriend and I are both fairly short people, and our son is a very big/tall boy, and I wonder if he gets that from my bio dad. My mom told me he was tall. And I wonder all the other things you said, too.
Thank you so much for the advice, I guess I'll just have to suck it up and accept that it might not work and just give it a try.
Missy - Yeah, I do fear rejection. I guess there's always the chance that the phone call could leave me feeling hurt. I just have to call with the hope that maybe it will be positive. That's an awesome idea with the list of things to say... I know I'll get nervous and since I'm scared about not knowing what to say it could become awkward, but I bet if I write it down and look at my paper that could help me out a ton.
Now if I could just get up the guts to do it.
