Ever look at your life and wonder how you got here?...


PF Addict
Oct 26, 2009
South Africa
That's where I am. I'm sitting here, looking at my boy sleeping next to me, my girl is sitting on the carpet, drawing a picture for her brother. I have a wonderful woman in my life, whom I love, and who loves me. (Heaven knows it took me long enough to admit that!)

Four years ago I didn't think I could ever be happy again. The thought of ever loving someone else what inconceivable - even offensive. Having another child was so far fetched that I gave away all Steffi's baby things. And for the last four years... Lets just say that I've been to some really dark places in the last four years. And yet, here I am... Life is so good right now it's kinda scary :p

How? How did I get here from where I was, in such a short time?

Lol. I guess I'm just really happy and kinda surprised about it, and wanted to share :cool:


PF Deity
Mar 20, 2008
Awww I am so happy for you! Reading this brightened my day, thank you. Yes, I have had the same thoughts at times. :) Internet hugs for you and your family. haha Wish I could hold your baby I'm jealous!!!!