I know it's a weird question on a PARENTING forum, but bear with me.
My husband and I have been together for 11 years (married for 3). We have been, for the most part, avoiding the baby topic for 3 years.
Neither one of us has a burning need to be parents. We're pretty on the fence about it. But I'll be 35 at the end of the year, so we need to decide if it is something we are going to do, and decide soon.
The problem is that when we talk about it, there's plenty of things to put on the con side of the list, but the pro side is pretty empty. We don't have kids, so I don't know the good parts of it. Everyone we know who has kids can easily fill up the con side, but then turn right around and tell us it's totally worth it. I'm sorry, but I don't have a frame of reference for how awesome it is to see your new baby smile for the first time.
So I'm asking. Is it worth it? All the good, all the bad, knowing what you know now, is it worth it? Would you do it all over again? How did you know you were ready?
My biggest fear is that I'll find out I'm not cut out for parenthood <I>after</I> the fact. If we have kids and I find I like it, great. But if I find I don't, then some poor kid has to deal with the fact I suck. That isn't fair to the kid.
So ANY advice is welcome. It's unfortunate there isn't a baby counselor we can talk to, to evaluate us and our relationship to tell us if the odds look good, at least.
Thanks for your time.
My husband and I have been together for 11 years (married for 3). We have been, for the most part, avoiding the baby topic for 3 years.
Neither one of us has a burning need to be parents. We're pretty on the fence about it. But I'll be 35 at the end of the year, so we need to decide if it is something we are going to do, and decide soon.
The problem is that when we talk about it, there's plenty of things to put on the con side of the list, but the pro side is pretty empty. We don't have kids, so I don't know the good parts of it. Everyone we know who has kids can easily fill up the con side, but then turn right around and tell us it's totally worth it. I'm sorry, but I don't have a frame of reference for how awesome it is to see your new baby smile for the first time.
So I'm asking. Is it worth it? All the good, all the bad, knowing what you know now, is it worth it? Would you do it all over again? How did you know you were ready?
My biggest fear is that I'll find out I'm not cut out for parenthood <I>after</I> the fact. If we have kids and I find I like it, great. But if I find I don't, then some poor kid has to deal with the fact I suck. That isn't fair to the kid.
So ANY advice is welcome. It's unfortunate there isn't a baby counselor we can talk to, to evaluate us and our relationship to tell us if the odds look good, at least.
Thanks for your time.