Since my last post of sharing with my thoughts I went to the doctor the same day. It was a hard experience getting those feelings out. Just admitting some of them was the hardest thing I'd ever done.
Because of my history with depression they put me on zoloft right away and scheduled me another appointment to talk with a better professional after Christmas.
The zoloft will be good because I can continue you to breasfeed, but I'm waiting for it to kick in. I still feel horrible and can't sleep at all tonight.
Hubby handled everything pretty good. He comforted me in knowing that it was the hormones. I'm glad that he'll be home everyday for the week, and I hope that the zoloft can kick in before he goes back to work after the holidays.
Thanks to everyone for the comments, it's going to be a hard battle, and I hope that I'll be strong enough to take it for my family.
Because of my history with depression they put me on zoloft right away and scheduled me another appointment to talk with a better professional after Christmas.
The zoloft will be good because I can continue you to breasfeed, but I'm waiting for it to kick in. I still feel horrible and can't sleep at all tonight.
Hubby handled everything pretty good. He comforted me in knowing that it was the hormones. I'm glad that he'll be home everyday for the week, and I hope that the zoloft can kick in before he goes back to work after the holidays.
Thanks to everyone for the comments, it's going to be a hard battle, and I hope that I'll be strong enough to take it for my family.
