i don't really want to talk about it, I'm not quite ready but i lost the baby. i am sort of feeling lost i haven't even been returning Tim's calls. i know it is affecting him to but it was in me, it was alive and it was mine......
i don't really know what to say, it doesn't feel real. i feel like the worst mother in the world. i didn't want this baby. i said i didn't want it and now it is gone i feel like i made it gone because at the beginning i didn't want it. of course i have now gotten used to it and i want it more than anything and i cant have it. no matter how much i wish. i keep thinking its a dream and i am going to wake up and i am going to be pregnant again but It's not and I'm not
sorry, i just needed to tell someone, I'm not really letting anyone else in and i kind of feel like i have the anonymity here to share what i am really feeling without being judged
i don't really know what to say, it doesn't feel real. i feel like the worst mother in the world. i didn't want this baby. i said i didn't want it and now it is gone i feel like i made it gone because at the beginning i didn't want it. of course i have now gotten used to it and i want it more than anything and i cant have it. no matter how much i wish. i keep thinking its a dream and i am going to wake up and i am going to be pregnant again but It's not and I'm not
sorry, i just needed to tell someone, I'm not really letting anyone else in and i kind of feel like i have the anonymity here to share what i am really feeling without being judged