Hey there.
If I would star from the begining it will take forever, I guess everything have been always there but five or six years ago she started to show the typical teen signs.
She's almost 19 and pregnant, she is going on delivery tonight the 17th to be induced and doesn't want me there. The last days have been one of the saddest of my life, just now I called her and all she did was bitching me on the phone, I was barely speaking because I don't want her to get upset but shes upset no matter what.
I'm not in good terms w/ her in laws but it was not my fault or at least not entirely and she lives with them; is not their fault, she have been always like that w/ me but it certainly doesn't help. Yesterday I called her house and I has prohibited to call there but I was concern about her and she shared a cell with her husband and he was at work. Her father in law told me "I will put her on the phone but she just want to talk to you", I can swear he was happy while he was telling me that, I didn't said anything, she came to the phone and just hung up on me.
She's is going to be tonight delivering the baby only w/ her husband, another 19 years old and Im so nervous about and so sad.
What to do? I never though that will be happening to me, I was raised and raised a family in the love and as best I could, kids don't come with a guide; sure Id make mistakes but at the best of my knowledge I gave her everything I could both spiritual and material but she just don't love me, she rather bee with her father who never wanted to know about her until she looked for her, is hard to come to terms with that but you can't love somebody and tell that person the things she says and do to me.
What to do?
If I would star from the begining it will take forever, I guess everything have been always there but five or six years ago she started to show the typical teen signs.
She's almost 19 and pregnant, she is going on delivery tonight the 17th to be induced and doesn't want me there. The last days have been one of the saddest of my life, just now I called her and all she did was bitching me on the phone, I was barely speaking because I don't want her to get upset but shes upset no matter what.
I'm not in good terms w/ her in laws but it was not my fault or at least not entirely and she lives with them; is not their fault, she have been always like that w/ me but it certainly doesn't help. Yesterday I called her house and I has prohibited to call there but I was concern about her and she shared a cell with her husband and he was at work. Her father in law told me "I will put her on the phone but she just want to talk to you", I can swear he was happy while he was telling me that, I didn't said anything, she came to the phone and just hung up on me.
She's is going to be tonight delivering the baby only w/ her husband, another 19 years old and Im so nervous about and so sad.
What to do? I never though that will be happening to me, I was raised and raised a family in the love and as best I could, kids don't come with a guide; sure Id make mistakes but at the best of my knowledge I gave her everything I could both spiritual and material but she just don't love me, she rather bee with her father who never wanted to know about her until she looked for her, is hard to come to terms with that but you can't love somebody and tell that person the things she says and do to me.
What to do?