I am new to this board and don't even know where to start.
So I'll just ask...
Do you feel that at some point, you just have to accept that your teenager is going to lie to you and have stuff going on that's "underground" on a pretty constant basis? Is it healthier to accept that, than to continue to believe him and keep feeling hurt, surprised and let down when he lies next time?
I don't want to treat him like a criminal for the next four years til he's 18, I certainly don't want to damage his self-esteem by never believing what he says, but on the other hand, I feel like a good dose of cynicism regarding whatever he tells me will probably save me a lot of heartache.
This all makes me so incredibly sad. I love him, of course, e.g. I want to believe hiim when he seems to earnest in his apologies, so sincere about wanting to change his ways, when he fixes those big blue eyes on me and says, "It'll never happen again, Mom, I promise," "I've learned my lesson," etc.
I sure wish I could wave a magic wand and have my wonderful elementary-school-age little buddy back, my sweet and honest little boy.
How do you handle a constant low level of mistrust and still make the kid feel loved? How do you protect yourself from feeling crushed with the inevitable next lie he'll tell, and the helplessness you feel that he's just not learning his lessons?
So I'll just ask...
Do you feel that at some point, you just have to accept that your teenager is going to lie to you and have stuff going on that's "underground" on a pretty constant basis? Is it healthier to accept that, than to continue to believe him and keep feeling hurt, surprised and let down when he lies next time?
I don't want to treat him like a criminal for the next four years til he's 18, I certainly don't want to damage his self-esteem by never believing what he says, but on the other hand, I feel like a good dose of cynicism regarding whatever he tells me will probably save me a lot of heartache.
This all makes me so incredibly sad. I love him, of course, e.g. I want to believe hiim when he seems to earnest in his apologies, so sincere about wanting to change his ways, when he fixes those big blue eyes on me and says, "It'll never happen again, Mom, I promise," "I've learned my lesson," etc.
I sure wish I could wave a magic wand and have my wonderful elementary-school-age little buddy back, my sweet and honest little boy.
How do you handle a constant low level of mistrust and still make the kid feel loved? How do you protect yourself from feeling crushed with the inevitable next lie he'll tell, and the helplessness you feel that he's just not learning his lessons?