I don't think you should go to jail, also I don't think that you CAN go to jail considering you were BOTH under the age of consent when you started having sex - which in most places is legal (gross, messed up even, but legal).
And YES Red you ARE turned on by LITTLE GIRLS. You think just because its a cartoon that it doesn't mean the same thing?? Obviously you're not looking at pictures of REAL little girls because its ILLEGAL! Lolicon is the only legal way for pedophiles to look at little girls and get off on pictures of them. So I'm sorry, but you are in fact "in to" little girls. GO ahead and justify it to yourself by saying they're just drawn, but its all the same to me and the rest of the world hun. But keep telling yourself that, whatever helps you sleep at night.
Seriously people, feel free to google lolicon on google images and form your own opinion on what kind of people get off by looking at them. Its legal child porn!
Wikipedia says:
Lolicon (ロリコン
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Generally, lolicon manga and anime portray sexual attraction to younger girls or to girls with youthful characteristics. Three kinds of sexual attraction to young people have been identified in adults:
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You should get help, that's what you should do.
Seriously, when I was 14, I looked at an 11 year old as a CHILD, not a sex partner. I'm pretty sure it was the same for most people. You obviously had a different mindset than most people, and you weren't bothered by the fact that you were having sex with a child. Did you ever stop to think that it was wrong? You can't honestly tell me you thought it was normal the whole time you were doing it, I can't even imagine it was something you could comfortably share with your friends. That indicates a PROBLEM. Hopefully you can control yourself like you say and resist your obvious sexual urgest towards little girls (which you have already taken pleasure in with your girlfriend years ago and still today). You may not like being labeled as a pedophile, but if you don't like it then stop looking at sexual pictures of children. Simple! If you can't do that, and you think you might act again, then it is imperitive that you get help.