Xero said:
Well I think that the "you survived" phrase could be referring to countless things including an insane amount of gray areas, from harmless dumb stuff to really important potentially damaging stuff. I think there are some things that a lot of people are a little crazy about that maybe don't matter as much as we think.
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So that's why I'm trying to say that in some instances parents might be over reacting or over protective but there are also a lot of instances where we have bettered ourselves and the lives of our kids by disreguarding a lot of the ways we were raised.
So true, Xero. I know I tend to overreact on a lot of things, and I can most definitely also trace it back to things I "survived" that I shouldn't have had to survive.
When we were kids, we basically ran wild in the neighbourhood from a very young age. I don't think our parents ever really knew, or cared for that matter, where we were or what we were up to. We played in the streets, made a nuisance of ourselves at the mall, hung out with all kinds of unsavory characters in dodgy places, nicked food from the greengrocer's or the bakery when we were hungry, etc. We got ourselves beat up by older guys who were also up to no good, we were exposed to booze, drugs, pornography, etc long before we were ready to cope with it, etc etc. And like Xero, I'm leaving out the abuse here.
Needless to say, I was a totally out-of-control teenager, partly because I was never taught to tell right from wrong, and partly because I was desperately unhappy, and acting out was the only way I could cope. I am OK now, I have a good life, a steady job, etc, so "I survived", but frankly, I am lucky to have survived my teenage years and early twenties. Statistically, I shouldn't even be alive, and although I'll admit that I have to take some responsibility, and blaming all my mistakes on my parents is a cop-out, I don't think I would have gone as low as I did if I had a good upbringing.
I know I'm paranoid about protecting my daughter, making her feel safe and loved, and controlling what she is exposed to. Perhaps there are times when I am overprotective, but given what I went through as a child, I'll rather err on the side of caution.
Lastly - I may sound bitter when I say that I'm glad I don't have contact with my parents, but I'm not really. Believe me, it hurt like hell when my mother walked out, and being outright rejected by my father ("I don't want you for a son anymore"), even after all he had done to me, was a horrible experience. But I have come to realise that if they were still in my life, I would still be subjected to the same constant rejection from my mother, and even if my father couldn't beat me up or do anything else to me anymore, he would still be emotionally abusive, just like NinjaBob's stepdad. Now that I have a child, I am deeply grateful that I don't have to spend my days ducking and diving to get out of exposing her to people that I don't care to spend time with myself. They're both gone - and that saves me a lot of pain and drama.