You all are exactly right. If I ever found out Oliver was treating another girl the way he treats me, I'd be very disappointed.
We have couples counseling scheduled for this Thursday. Hopefully that will be more productive than the last time.
He never responded to my message. When I got home he didn't want to talk about it. Says he was just joking around this morning. I said that was no excuse and that Oliver doesn't understand scarcasm.
I told him that sometimes he doesn't act like he loves me or Oliver and he said the feeling was mutual. That I just don't get because I do EVERYTHING for this man. I make his appointments. I cover him up when he's cold. I treat him like a BABY. Maybe that is my fault. So now I have two babies. He doesn't do anything for me. He doesn't treat me like a lady. He has very little respect and no sort of romance inside him and ZERO patience for anything or anybody. I hate trashing my husband, but he's a very selfish person. And I hate saying that but it's true. He always shifts the blame to me. He's very good at making me feel like I'm the guilty party. That's not fair. And it hurts. There is only so much I can give. I give and give and give. And he takes and takes and takes. And what do I get in return? An impatient, lazy, selfish, jealous, cold, insulting and controlling husband. So now I'm rambling. I'm sorry.
Nothing was productive today other than I made a counseling appointment for us.
I think I might puke now.
